Let It Be..........Or Just Scream!!!!
Mood:  down
Sometimes things happen and you just want to scream. Things may not work out like they are supposed to all the time. But one cannot control everything.

Sometimes in my life I find that things seem to be so good one moment and then the next it feels like it is all unraveling. I am beginning (again) to give up on life.

But what can you do? What can anyone do? Just let it be.......

Or maybe, you can just scream.

I think I'll scream.

Shalom.

What is Love?
Mood:  not sure
I am in Love.

I have no idea what happened. It's been over 5 years. I can't get him out of my head. I want to be with him every moment of the day.

I save things up to tell him. Like a mental list. I don't feel satisfied or rested until I tell him everything in my soul.

What a weird feeling.

Who would have thought that it would be me. Me, the one who can't live without this man. Me, who would give her life for this man. Me, who loves this man with all her heart.

I am in Love.

He loves me back.

I never thought someone could love me like he loves me. He respects me. He treats me like a woman. He treats me like a man. He loves me.

He loves me back.

I hope everyone gets this feeling at some point. I hope it lasts for them like it is lasting for US.

WE are in Love.

Shalom.

Watch Out for My Nuts!!!!
Mood:  accident prone
Apparently, all you have to do in New York City is say to the police "Hey! That guy hit me in the nuts!" and the police will follow you in full force to the person you are talking about and put them in handcuffs.

This was the scene today in Manhattan as I sat on the bench with my one true love. It appears that a man was walking down 23rd Street when he says a man (who appeared to be homeless) swung his arm deliberately and hit him in the "nuts". So the offended party got the police (who were out in full force for the Fireworks displays scheduled) and proceeded to lead them to the culprit.

The homeless man was put into handcuffs and taken down to "the house" where he will be charged with sexual assault or something like that. My question to all who read this is...How do they know that the man who was complaining is telling the truth?

Another question....Why is it so easy to be arrested with an accusation like that in a City where there are way too many people and not enough room to breathe? I can't breathe now and I am just sitting here typing.

We should all watch where we are going from now on, lest we be arrested for sexual assault or something like that.

Thank you for your time.

Shalom.

To Tell the Truth
Mood:  don't ask
Today was the hottest day ever in New York. My God. There was no breeze whatsoever. But I start off in a digresion. I did want to talk about something called truth. I would really like to know why people don't tell the truth. People spend alot to time lying to themselves. It's sad when you lie to other people but when your lies continue and overflow to where they end up being aimed at yourself, well that is just dumb. Everyone should get to know themselves to the point where although the truth may be hard to accept at first, they will end up accepting nothing less. They will end up realizing that truth is the only way. I wish that this world could be a place where everyone could be open and honest about everything. Just say what is in your heart. Open your mind to what your brain produces. If it pops in your head, just say it. You probably won't have any friends and if you do you will have only a few...but in the long run you will gain the respect of everyone. And if there is someone who doesn't respect you (there is always one jackass), that person hasn't yet begun the journey into themselves that would make them feel comfortable with themselves. Once you become comfortable with yourself and you know who you are, you can begin to speak truth. THE TRUTH IS THE LIGHT!!! Shalom.

Prozac.....An Introduction
Mood:  irritated
My first entry will be short. My head is killing me and I feel as if my eyes will fall out of my head at any moment. But I could not let this night go by without noting what a daunting task it was to set up this blog. At one point I thought I was on some sort of candid camera show where this computer was rigged to not allow me to succeed in communicating with the masses. But alas!!! I have made it to the point where I can let the world know the thoughts that plague this medicated mind. Welcome World to the thoughts of the Prozac Princess. Please stay seated and keep your hands inside at all times. Enjoy the ride.